Today, after 3 weeks of “consultation”, I’ve been officially made redundant. I feel relieved, resentful, angry, frustrated, elated, exhausted, mentally weak, mentally strong, excited, scared, hopeful. So many mixed emotions. Even though I’ve known it was coming since the end of last month, it’s still an odd sensation. Not that I was hoping the company would change their mind – indeed I’d have been disappointed if they had – but even when you’re content with a turn of events, its still an upheaval.
The sun is shining and I can see the rudiments of spring on my balcony. It feels like a sign.
Hyancinths ready to flower / a cute pansy face popping out from the undergrowth
2 year old snap dragon which keeps fighting back / spring berries
New shoots on my strawberry plants / pretty blossom tree
<<end of Spring watch!!>>